Impact: I have the right...to feel my own feelings

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I have the right...to feel my own feelings

A new art/mind blogger just found me, yay! I love how this, because now I get to enjoy her work. I wish the link directly showed the image she created in this space, but I don't know how to do that yet.

Check it out:
My Obnoxious Subconscious: Rehab for a certain scapegoat

Creativity is an excellent revenge.

1 comment:

Heather JerdeeNovember 13, 2010 at 11:57 AM
Jessica, I just found that you posted this :)))) I've been a little out sorts in my life lately, but it so incredibly helpful to connect and relate with others.

I also have been looking at your art I love it!!! You one inspiring woman
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About IMPACT

I started this blog to help myself process an unimaginable tragedy: At a few minutes after 8AM on February 3, 2009, my Nissan Pathfinder hit two pedestrians, sisters, and killed them. My memory starts with the airbags slamming into me.

I am shaking and nauseous writing this.

I was living in Nicaragua, where the roads are filled simultaneously with pedestrians, bicycles, horse-carts, moto-cabs, dogs, all manner of freight trucks from rickety pick-ups to 18-wheelers, ancient US school buses, and mini-buses and taxis determined to economize fuel by never stopping. Under Nicaraguan law drivers in accidents where someone is hurt badly are all jailed for at least 24 hours.

No one knows what caused my accident, although my brother discovered that Nissan had issued a Technical Advisory to mechanics' shops on my year and model because the airbags were detonating spontaneously. As my car was one of the very few with airbags in the country, no one, not even the Nissan dealer repair shop, had ever mentioned anything. I will never know if fault lies with the faulty airbags, and the not knowing is terrifying.

All traumas are unique. Our human reactions to trauma have traits in common. Though everyone will have their own path toward healing, I am certain we can help one another by sharing, witnessing, and affirming.

I have also been diagnosed with bipolar disorder type II, which means I miss the fun (ha!) of full-blown mania. I have suffered from severe recurrent depression and anxiety since I was a teenager.